I feel like I’ve aged because I’m ahead of my time.

With no one to talk to about what I’ve discovered-

That the world as we know it is all based on a lie,

And all the rabbit holes that I have uncovered.

So I self-isolate because I feel lonely,

Like no one else understands

The pressure that comes with arriving “early”

And waiting for everyone else to land.

Their limiting beliefs are not my reality

And I don’t subscribe to their inaccurate perceptions.

I’ve mastered the power of release and detachment

And now know that they’re just characters within the lessons.

I have to keep reminding myself

That it’s okay to be first,

And know that I was never meant to follow,

But to help lead this new earth.

It’s like old me didn’t die,

But yet, a new me has been rebirthed.

And I don’t know why,

It feels good…although it hurts.

And I know it’s just ascension-

And this is how things work.

Because I had to escape the matrix,

Before the shit got worse.

So I made the difficult choice to go within

And peel away the layers before it was a trend,

To relearn my intuition,

And to be my own best friend.

My dreams, visions and experiences

Have propelled me several years ahead.

My eyes have been wide open

And now enlightenment has replaced dread.

When I reached the point in my journey

Where I wondered what came next,

It felt like I had spent many years studying

And that I’ve more than passed this test.

All I know is that I’m ready

To finally experience my heaven on earth.

I can’t wrap my mind around the narrative

That there’s no heaven unless we die first.

I did all the inner work,

And released connections that had expired.

It was all vibrational and never personal-

My soul was just so tired.

Within the seasons of silence,

I made the choice to rise beyond what was.

I walked a path that would frighten many,

So I could break down doors just because.

I also learned the importance of cleansing,

And I learned to be accepting of an empty space.

I had to gently remind myself that space was good,

And there was no need to rush to replace.

For one day the empty spaces will be filled with people and energies

That are more aligned with my new path.

And then I’ll finally understand

Why the old things couldn’t last.

The more my awareness expanded,

The more I found my sacred fire,

Ignited by my calling to

Educate. Empower. & Inspire.

Beyond the veil, I sought to find

The truth that once alluded me.

I came to grips with the reality that

Only I could remain true to me.

My heart is unbound, my spirit is free

And the chains of my past no longer bind me.

There has to be others. I know they exist.

So, I wait for my soul tribe to find me.

Paths that once were familiar

Now feel so estranged.

I can no longer fit into a world

Where I feel that everything has changed.

The illusions of the world are breaking

and afterwards comes the mend.

There is beauty in new beginnings,

Because the old ways had to end.

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